So I was browsing through my picture library (which I noticed that I do a lot whenever I’m bored) and I came across a bunch of pictures that was taken on May 29, 2009. That was day I got better acquainted with Chris, met his gf (Felicia) at that time, and someone that I couldn’t help but feel attracted to for some reason. What caught my attention right away was his shirt. It was a Trigun shirt and I remembered watching that show on AdultSwim. I immediately asked if he was an anime nerd and he said yes! At that time, I really didn’t know any other guys that were into animes and mangas as much as I was. The day went on and to be honest, that day was one of the bestest days I’ve ever had. Not solely because of meeting him, but because of seeing everyone having so much fun and getting along. There wasn’t a single quiet awkward moment, just a bunch of laughter and happiness. That day was before all the drama and distance that began to slowly happen and is still continuing. To be honest, days like those rarely occur now. I miss the past, but now it’s present and many things have changed. We have all grown up and became the mature young adults we are supposed to be. My interest in manga and anime has slimmed down (I think it began to go down when they took away Toonami ;___;), I rarely talk to the person that was supposed to be my closest friend, Angie and I’s friendship hasn’t changed one bit LOL, I STILL have a hard time seeing my friends, and that stranger I met 2 years ago has become my closest friend and the sweetest boyfriend that I want be with pretty much forever. I remember the days where I was obsessed with him (not crazy killer obsessed lol), which created a little drama between myself and my two closest friends. I was glad one began to later understand, but the other… I don’t know if things are better or not. I know it was my fault that this drama happened and I wish it had never happened, but I’m really glad that you forgave me in the end Angie.
Back to him, I could never ask for anyone better. He makes me genuinely happy and sometimes he doesn’t even need to try. He makes me feel safe and I was always able to forget all of my problems whenever I am wrapped up in his arms. I can show all of myself to him and he actually accepts it all. He accepts the hidden temper that I hate so much. He accepts the weird side of me. He accepts the laziness side of me. He just accepts everything. Everytime he says he isn’t a good bf, he really has no idea how wrong he is. I try my hardest to prove to him that he’s wrong, but he’s so dang stubborn! Which makes him adorable…sometimes XD . I wish I can be an amazing gf, which is why I really need to work on that little something. Hmm… Why am I writing this? I guess I just all nostalgic. Or maybe I just wanted to ramble. Or… I don’t know. Well, the last thing that I wanted to add is that I love you Nathan Michael Craig. You’re my bestest friend. The person I go to when I need someone to talk to. The person that makes me smile my biggest, cheesiest, wierdest smile by just thinking of you. The person that accepts all of my sides, even the ones I don’t like showing. You’re my boyfriend and I love you too much sometimes.
OH and thank you babe for introducing me to your friends. They’re amazing people and I always wish I can hang out with you and them more often. SHOOT I wish I can freaking hang out with MY friends more often!
I LOVE YOU ALL! Especially Nathan Craig, Angelyn Dimacali, Wendy Zamudio, and all of my awesome possum friends. :)
Haha this post is extremely random.